DeaR Charmaine,

I wanted to say deep from my heart I Love You. I know that you know that. Last time you did doubt my love for you alot rite... Actually, i dun really know when i fall for ya before or after i met you but than it really dosen matters.At the first week i met ya, It is like i really love you but that a lot of things make even me myself doubt my feelings for you. I did not miss you is one thing which make me doubt myself.And it all happen too fast aloughter we have knew each other for quite sometime but only till recently we met. I really love you then, but then i dunno how to show it.Thankfully i manage to clear my doubts bout my feelings for ya and manage to gather my courage to tell ya.

The times before u accapted mi was filled wif lot'sa feelings.The " i dun know" ans u have given mi really kind of makes mi confuse bout wheather u've got any feelings for mi I amit sometimes i was kind of pissoff by this but i dun really blame ya.coz i know all this happend at the wrong time where alot of relationships problems are happending to ur fres.When u said tat u are confuse bout the feelings towards mi is like a fre or a b/f to u,i thought to myself wheather should i give up or not?All along it's been a one sided love.but than i never give up coz i realised tat i've really fallen for ya and i jus can't let u go jus like tat when u only say u are confuse. i said to myself i will nber give up only till u say NO.

After a period of "mood swings" and "i was thinking alot".*smile*,finally on the early morning of   20th of January 2000 at 3.48am finally u accapted mi.i coulden really accapted or belived it when u finally accapted mi.My feelings was like both doubtful and happy.Wondering wheather u acappted mi out of mi forcing u or out of u really got feelings for mi.but now i know it was all my imginations i;ve been worrying bout stupig things i shoulden be worrying bout.U have accapted mi and tat is the fact i shoulden be doubtful bout u.

Now we've been together for one month alreadly it's been really fast.One month has past.it's seems to mi tat we had be together for a very long time yet it's jus one mths time only.U always said tat it's jus only the beginning gradually the feelings we have will slowly slow down.All i can say is no one really can predict wat's going to happend in the near future.All we can do is to cherish wat we have now and i really have confident in our relationship.Like wat i've said " It will always be the beginning coz there will never be an ending".

I'm also tat kind of person who dun really know how to show my feelings,but i wanna let u know i really love ya and i  want to thank u for everything.Thank u for loving mi dear! I LUV U ~_*

Wifs lot' of  LOvES aNd KiSses

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